Evanescence - Goodnight

I swear im going to sing this to my son/daughter someday ♥.

Short (Stupid) Love Story. ~

[English - Español]

Oh god. why i get random weird ideas at 7 am...(Ofc didn't touched my pillow yet).
So.. I felt like doing a lil stick love story o.o lets see whats come from my mind ~

Oh dios, porque tengo ideas raras a las 7 am... (Por supuesto todavia no toque la almohada).
Bueno.. sentí que podía hacer una pequeña historia de amor con monigotes o.o veamos que sale de mi mente ~



Long time ago, in some place of this big world, there was a girl, a pretty lonely one.
But is not a common loneliness ~ All her life the people who she loved left her behind and hurted her a lot, so, she was afraid to really trust in someone again. She spent her days thinking, that someday that special someone will come and will take her away from all the lonelyness and sorrow...

Tiempo atras, en algún lugar de este gran mundo, habia una chica, una muy solitaria.
Pero no era una soledad normal ~ Toda su vida la gente que ella amó la dejo de lado y la lastimo mucho, entonces, ella estaba asustada de realmente volver a confiar en alguien. Pasaba los dias pensando, que algún día esa persona especial vendría y la llevaria lejos de toda la soledad y dolor.



She kept sitting there in loneliness, while waiting desire smile to her... she started to think she should give up in life. Her friends already got a life, her parents never cared about her, Why to keep living? if dreams cant come true. So she stopped dreaming.

Ella siguió sentada allí en soledad, mientras esperaba que el destino le sonriera... Empezó a pensar que debería rendirse en la vida. Sus amigos ya tenian su vida, sus padres nunca se preocuparon por ella, ¿Porqué seguir viviendo? Si los sueños no se hacen realidad. Entonces ella decidió dejar de soñar.



After months of drepression and sorrow, for a second she wanted to remember her imaginary prince.. hero...angel, her reason to live.
But when she tried, she couldnt, it didnt matter how hard she tried, she couldnt imagine him anymore.

Despues de meses de depresión y dolor, por un segundo ella quisó recordar su principe imaginario... su heroé..su angel, su razón para vivir.
Pero cuando ella intentó, no pudo, no importaba cuanto intentara, ella no podia imaginarlo nunca mas.




"Even my own dreams left me behind" she said, "If i can't even remember him for tomorrow, i'll end with this."

"Incluso mis propios sueños me dejan atras" ella dijo, "Si no puedo imaginarlo para mañana, terminaré con esto".



So...
One day, when noone thought there was salvation for her.
A miracle happened!

Entonces...
Un dia, cuando nadie pensó que habría salvacion para ella.

Ocurrió un milagro!




*Girl thoughts**Sigh*".. no matter how much i try, i cant even dream about a prince or a hero, why ... why i cant?" *Started crying*

*Pensamientos de la chica**Suspiro*"..no importa cuanto intente, ni si quiera puedo soñar sobre un principe o heroé, porque..porque no puedo?" *Empieza a llorar*



Guy:- *Cough* "Ejem... a pretty girl like u shouldnt be crying"
Girl:- *Turns head a bit* "Huh? Who are u? go away u pervert!"
Guy:- "Pervert?! u used to think i would be a prince.. hero.. angel.. now ur thinking on perverts?!"
Girl:- "Wait.. wha..? eer no, no in perverts, and how the hell i would think u can be a..."
Guy:- "Shhht, i know everything about you, u can be so cold sometimes! Remember that day when u gave me angel wings? was really fun to fly everywhere, but more fun was when i was holding you in my arms"
Girl:- "Wait a second...."
*Turns head*

Chico:- *Tose* "Ejem... una niña tan bonita como tu no deberia estar llorando"
Chica:- *Mira de reojo* "He? Quíen sos? Alejate pervertido!"
Chico:- "Pervertido?! Solias pensar en que sería un principe, heroe, angel, y ahora piensas en pervertidos?!"
Chica:- "Espera... que demo...? Esstem, no, no en pervertidos, y como demonios pensaria yo que tu puedes ser a..."
Chico:- "Shhht, yo se todo sobre ti, puedes ser tan fria aveces! Recuerdas ese día cuando me diste alas de angel? Era realmente divertido volar por todos lados, pero mas divertido era cuando te llevaba en mis brazos"
Niña:- "Espera un segundo...."
*Se da vuelta*




Girl:- OH MY GOD!

Niña:- DIOS MIO!



Guy:- "This flowers are for you... im really sorry for dissapearing like that"
Girl:- "Thanks, but.. i can't understand, how u can be here?! How u can be real?!"
Guy:- "I know im just a dream, u can create and destroy me, but you cant create my feelings, is something that i already have, i couldnt handle anymore seeing you so sad, and when you stopped thinking about me, i was so alone.. it was so dark, i had to do something, i had to scape, it was becoming a nigtmare!"
Girl:- "I'm sorry for leaving you alone so much time, i just never thought something like this could happen"
Guy:- "Its ok, dreams can always come true, if you wish them with all ur heart and if u put hope on them"
Girl:- "Again, thanks, for not leaving me alone. But now, u'll go back to be my dream?"
Guy:- "No, i came here to make my own dream come true"
Girl:- "Oh, can i know what is it?"
Guy:- "Be with you for the rest of my life, and make you happy no matter what".
Girl:- *About to cry* Ttt...ttthh... *Snif* Thaaann...


Chico:- "Estas flores son para ti...realmente lamento haber desaparecido asi"
Chica:- "Gracias, pero.. no puedo entender, como puedes estar aqui?! Como puedes ser real?!"
Chico:- "Sé que solo soy un sueño, puedes crearme y destuirme, pero no puedes crear mis sentimientos, es algo que ya poseo, no podia tolerar verte tan triste, y cuando dejaste de pensar en mi, estaba tan solo.. estaba tan oscuro, tenia que hacer algo, tenia que escapar, se estaba convirtiendo en una pesadilla!"
Chica:- "Siento haberte dejado tanto tiempo solo, solo nunca pense que algo como esto podria pasar"
Chico:- "Esta bien, un sueño se puede volver realidad, si lo deseas con todo tu corazón y pones esperanza en el"
Chica:- "De nuevo, gracias, por no dejarme sola. Pero ahora, volveras a ser solo mi sueño?"
Chico:- "No, vine aqui a hacer mi propio sueño realidad"
Chica:- "Ah, puedo saber que es?
Chico:- "Estar contigo el resto de mi vida, y hacerte feliz sin importar nada"
Chica:- *Apunto de llorar* Gggg...ggrrr *Snif* graa...




THANK YOU!"

GRACIAS!"



The end.

El Final.



Based in a real real story.
Because, u're my dream made true.. :)

Basado en una historia real.
Porque, tu eres mi sueño hecho realidad.. :)



Happy 7 months sweetie!

Felices 7 meses mi amor!

--------- Credits (roflmao) -----------

Stupid Idea: Nataluchi
Crappy Draws: Nataluchi *Click in draws to see them in full size*
Stinky Translation: (English - Spanish) Nataluchi
Copied Originally from: Smoking meth at 5 am *cough* i ment, pure imagination.

This was for fun and coz im really bored, tho, i wanted to make something original to show fran how much i love him x)... Now i guess he'll break up with me.




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Thanks

For make me happy, even if we're both in the same storm.

Love you Fran ♥

Broken wings.

Let's just say that i've a broken wing...



... and it will take long.. long time to heal.

Fucking Bday.

Yeh, as the title says, fucking bday.
Ermh, for the ones that don't know my bday is in.. mm .. like 20 days. I know, i know there still too much time for it, why talking about it? Coz im bored and is the only thing i can think about.

So... dunno, on these days i'll get some common questions/thingies as every year so i'll answer here so u won't ask :D

1. What do you want for ur bday? Like, what present?

- I don't really like to recieve free stuff from anyone, i just like it sometimes when the person is a really good friend and i take the present as a personal thingie to remember that person always. If you wanna give me something and u've no idea, the only thing i like (coz im studying and also coz i love them) is a letter and a plushie rofl, Ye i know, too much cuteness xD but Hey! im a girl, what u was expecting for?



I LOVE plushies, and since im studying graphology i need the letter lol ;o tho u cant send only the plushie ♥ xD, anyways, if u wanna send me plushie IRL, just leave ur msn in comments (i wont give it to any idiot) and i'll tell u my adress ♥, theres np. And Thankies.

In Game? Nothing. Unless u can force a GM to create a Pony Pet and gift me it. I dont really need anything in game, if u really want to give me something then just send Beans/Exp Pots, to Kristanna, Miff, or me, my guild is first.



2. How old are you now?

- Enough to go jail (Bleh, i can't hide throw corpses in the river anymore). But not enough (yet) to sell my house. Go guess.




3. HAPPY BDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

- Thankies.




4. NOW UR OLD, OLD, OLD, OLD LALALALA

- Sh, u're just jealous coz i've more "tomorrows" than u.




5. Now u're more pedobear coz Sher is still 17.

- Stfu he's 18 in august.






6. Do you like ur bday?

- Not really, it gives me really bad memories. All my bdays were awful *emo mode*, but guess some ppl can make ma smile in that day.




7. NATANATANATANATANATANATANATANATA!!11!!!!1

- Faby get the hell outta mah blog.




8. Porqué escribes en ingles?

- Because my english is better than my spanish :|.
*Waits to get killed from someone that really speaks it*




9. U'll make a party?

- Nope.





10. Why?

- Coz i don't want u there.





And yes im kinda meanie/depressed today, so...

GET THE HELL OUTTA MY BLOG U PERVERTED STALKER!


Sigh.. never get to pass my bday with the person i love. Sux.

FML.

Miku Hatsune - You and the World

English Translation, Lyrics:

The world you were with me in is still
Wandering in my heart

You're far from me but still
Can you hear my voice?

Looking up to the sky of those days
I tried finding feelings that could connect to you

I'm walking up a hill alone
Feeling we can never be together

I feel everything as sad
Or enjoyable

I want to send it to you
Still hoping to send this song to you

It could gather our dreams
Right in front of my eyes

Our future is transparent

Even though you're away
Even though you're no longer with me...

How many of "my voices"
"my feelings" can reach you?

Please hold me, truth be told I'm lonely
All by myself

Eventually time drifted on
Erasing my memories

Because I can't find our shadows together
I'm still wandering

In the repeated world
I'm walking up a hill alone again

How far is the place
Where the sun can enter?

I'm hugging the memories
We shared together

Knowing its existence is
Disappearing little by little

I've been dreaming a dream
That can never come true


Fran ♥




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t.A.T.u. - Not gonna get us

Starting from here, let's make a promise
You and me, let's just be honest,
We're gonna run, nothing can stop us.
Even the night that falls all around us,

Soon there'll be laughter and voices
Beyond the clouds over the mountains
We'll run away on roads that are empty
Lights from the airfield shining upon you
Nothing can stop this, not now I love you.


They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

We'll run away, keep everything simple
Night will come down, our guardian angel
We rush ahead, the crossroads are empty
Our spirits rise, they're not gonna get us
My love for you, always forever
Just you and me, all else is nothing
Not going back, not going back there

They don't understand
They don't understand us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us

Nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Not gonna get us.

♪ ♫ ~

Choose ur own happiness.

Lets erase some thoughts that society have been putting in our heads for ages.

Who said this is impossible?
Is just because u're too weak to handle it? Or because u've never felt before whats finding the rigt person?
Is impossible because we're from different countries?
Because we have different accents and ages?

I say no, its not impossible.

Have you ever thought, on waking up in the morning and see his/her face sleeping at ur side? When u just wanna put ur head on that person chest and keep sleeping, feeling safe, like anything bad can happen to you anymore?

That feeling, of wanting to spend the rest of ur life with her/him?
When you start thinking that ur life sucks, is a piece of shit and u would like to die, in that moment, never had that special person in ur mind, that makes u hold on of any wrong choise?



I dunno, i wanna put it harder to ur mind, i want u to think "No, i havent".
Is just that feeling that u would put literally ur own hands in fire trusting u won't burn.

If u haven't experienced that yet, just stop reading, is pointless for you.
We all need a person that will spend the rest of his/her life with you. When ur parents have already died. When all ur friends get a job and a life, u'll find urself alone, want it or not, soon or later.

Some people is lucky, and find that person in the first shot, other never find it, and others, needed many tries.

But i don't think life will give u the right things in easy way, i believe it will be pretty hard to get. And thats what makes them important and valuable, the effort that u put on getting them.
I dont know if this is my true love, i dont know if this will work or not. But,
What do i lose?
And what if it really works? There i would be glad to say, "Hey, i found my reason to live."





They will say u're crazy, is impossible, they tell u to give up and go for the easy way, they say to never give up, but when u wanna try something really hard they leave u alone; And i don't blame that, i think, when u wanna reach something that seems to be impossible, and u're alone, is coz u're the only person that can do it, if u really want and deserve it u must suffer and put effort on it.

As almost every normal relationship, this started as a friendship.. that became the most beautiful thing ever.

The way we understand eachother so well, both been abandoned and left behind, we're kinda alone in the world, suffered a lot.
We never discuss, and if we do, one of us always comebacks saying "I love you too much to be angry". Been 7 months together is not a lot, but i cant say it wasnt awesome.
Yes, i wont deny that one time we thought on giving up, i remember he told me, "Whe suffered too much in life, why we should keep suffering like this" and i answered, "Because nothing in life is easy, and i would walk again my own whole hell, just if that makes me met u again."

We wont give up, dont matter what people says, not matter if our parents/friends dont want us together, dont care about distance, age, sin colour, culture, accent, countries or our past, we just wanna be together. Personally, i just wanna look him at his eyes and thank him for making me so happy for so long, i don't care if we broke up today, tomorrow or after 2 years, because having this time together is the best thing that could happen to my life.





Im realistic..
Is actually so so hard.. trying to save and get all the money and papers to traver alone =/

And now i wonder..
Who are you?
Who are you to tell me this is impossible, that we're both crazy and is a waste of time?

U're a kiddo of around 10-17 years old (or worse maybe u're older) that never had a girlfriend/boyfriend yet(If u're 10-15 its ok lol), that don't know what is waking up and seeing the face of the only person u really love in the world (and is not ur mum). Or maybe worse, u're just a loner.

But if u're in the same place as me, if something similar is happening to you, then, just please, DON'T GIVE UP! Please lets show the world everything is possible if you REALLY want it, with ur whole heart.


I will end this post, hoping that this story will never end, and if it does, i'll be happy coz at least i'll be able to say "I tried."



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Stanfour - For All Lovers

This one goes out to the lonely
This one goes out to the broken ones
This one goes out to the angels
Fallin' from the sky..

This one goes out to your brother
This one goes out to your mother
This one goes out to your sister
And this one's for you.

And all the lovers and believers
And the ones who've been betrayed
To all the fighters, all the dreamers
And the ones who've not been saved...





Don't lose your faith; I know you're right
Don't be scared of being lonely
I'm here with you.

This one goes out to the lonely
This one goes out to the broken hearts
This one goes out to the people
Left behind, waiting to be found
I've seen your shadow in the dark
I've seen this straggle in your life
Feels like nothing comes out right.

For all the lovers and believers
And the ones who've been betrayed
To all the fighters, all the dreamers
And the ones who've not been saved
For all the lovers and believers
And the ones who've not been heard.





I know you're right
You've got that something in your eyes
I know that you will be alright.

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Don't be scared of being lonely
I'm here with you.

For all the lovers and believers
For all the fighters and the dreamers
And the ones who've not been saved.

For all the lovers and believers
And the ones who've been betrayed
To all the fighters, all the dreamers
And the ones who've not been saved...

For all the lovers and believers
And the ones who've been betrayed
For all the fighters, all the dreamers
And the ones who've not been saved

Don't lose your faith; I know you're right
Don't be scared of being lonely

For all the lovers and believers
And the ones who've been betrayed

♪





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Abandono ~

Hay otro mundo dentro de mí que tal vez nunca has visto,
Hay secretos en mi vida que no puedo guardar.
En algún de esta oscuridad hay una luz que no puedo encontrar,
Tal vez está demasiado lejos, tal vez estoy ciego.

Abrázame cuando estoy aquí,
Ámame cuando este equivocado,
Abrázame cuando este asustado,
Y quiéreme cuando me haya ido.

Todo lo que soy,
Y todo en mí,
Quiere ser lo único que tú quieres que sea.
Nunca te dejaré caer
Incluso si pudiera,
Darte todo
Si solo es por tu bien.
[...] ♪

When Im Gone - 3 Doors Down

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Odio esa sensación que aparece de la nada, algo que jamás sentiste o tal vez hayas olvidado, esa sensación de que has estado sola toda la vida y siempre lo negaste, tratando de ser positiva y afrontando las cosas.

Esa sensación de abandono, de que si hubiera caído nadie me hubiera levantado (Y nadie lo hizo), ese frió en el pecho difícil de explicar. La herida en el corazón que deja escapar absolutamente todo el esfuerzo que haces, y ahí retrocedes, si avanzaste 2 pasos retrocedes 3, no importa lo que hagas, no importa lo que te digan o que tan feliz haya sido tu día, tarde o temprano caerás en la misma desgracia repitiendo la historia una y otra vez, es un bucle del que jamás podrás escapar.

Solo...


Solo hasta que la persona correcta venga, tome tu mano, y te rescate de esa realidad.

Creo haberte encontrado por fin, esa persona, la que me escucha y entiende en cada uno de mis actos. Pero como la vida jamás te va a dejar nada fácil, también nos ha dejado practicamente inalcanzables.

Talvéz estoy equivocada y deba volver como hace 7 años atrás e intentar terminar con esto de nuevo.
Talvéz estoy en lo cierto y alcanzarte me alivie toda esta carga que llevo en mi espalda.

No lo sé.

Y lo peor es que tengo miedo.
Tengo mucho miedo.




Y no, no quiero la miserable ayuda de nadie, no quiero su avara compasión ni que me entiendan, la victimización no tiene sentido. Dejenme sola.

Dejenme sola encerrada en mi pieza llorando, como los últimos 8 años, después de todo, nada va a cambiar.


Y de que hablo, no me lean, si es tan solo una enfermedad. Soy una enferma mas.

Depresión Cronica le dicen, yo le llamo Soledad.





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Again, Thank you!

For keep visiting my blog!

Te extraño ~

Cuando duele tanto..
Porqué se siente tan bien?
Desearía que todo esto tuviera sentido,
Desearía poder entender,
No tenerte aquí conmigo me hace llorar por dentro,
Pero no puedo dejar de pensar en ti no importa que tanto intente.

Tu sabes lo que siento por ti,
Y yo sé que quiero pasar el resto de mi vida contigo,
Pero es tan difícil cuando no puedo estar a tu lado,
Porque tiene que ser tan complicado?



Amarte se siente tan bien..
Pero al mismo tiempo,
Saber que no puedo tenerte me mantiene despierta de noche.
Solamente quiero que esto sea simple,
Solo te quiero aquí conmigo,
Ser sostenida en tus brazos... Sería realmente feliz.

Ahora mismo la distancia entre nosotros esta fuera de control,
Pero sigo con la esperanza de que algún día,
Obtendré lo que tanto deseo.


F ♥