Choose ur own happiness.

Lets erase some thoughts that society have been putting in our heads for ages.

Who said this is impossible?
Is just because u're too weak to handle it? Or because u've never felt before whats finding the rigt person?
Is impossible because we're from different countries?
Because we have different accents and ages?

I say no, its not impossible.

Have you ever thought, on waking up in the morning and see his/her face sleeping at ur side? When u just wanna put ur head on that person chest and keep sleeping, feeling safe, like anything bad can happen to you anymore?

That feeling, of wanting to spend the rest of ur life with her/him?
When you start thinking that ur life sucks, is a piece of shit and u would like to die, in that moment, never had that special person in ur mind, that makes u hold on of any wrong choise?



I dunno, i wanna put it harder to ur mind, i want u to think "No, i havent".
Is just that feeling that u would put literally ur own hands in fire trusting u won't burn.

If u haven't experienced that yet, just stop reading, is pointless for you.
We all need a person that will spend the rest of his/her life with you. When ur parents have already died. When all ur friends get a job and a life, u'll find urself alone, want it or not, soon or later.

Some people is lucky, and find that person in the first shot, other never find it, and others, needed many tries.

But i don't think life will give u the right things in easy way, i believe it will be pretty hard to get. And thats what makes them important and valuable, the effort that u put on getting them.
I dont know if this is my true love, i dont know if this will work or not. But,
What do i lose?
And what if it really works? There i would be glad to say, "Hey, i found my reason to live."





They will say u're crazy, is impossible, they tell u to give up and go for the easy way, they say to never give up, but when u wanna try something really hard they leave u alone; And i don't blame that, i think, when u wanna reach something that seems to be impossible, and u're alone, is coz u're the only person that can do it, if u really want and deserve it u must suffer and put effort on it.

As almost every normal relationship, this started as a friendship.. that became the most beautiful thing ever.

The way we understand eachother so well, both been abandoned and left behind, we're kinda alone in the world, suffered a lot.
We never discuss, and if we do, one of us always comebacks saying "I love you too much to be angry". Been 7 months together is not a lot, but i cant say it wasnt awesome.
Yes, i wont deny that one time we thought on giving up, i remember he told me, "Whe suffered too much in life, why we should keep suffering like this" and i answered, "Because nothing in life is easy, and i would walk again my own whole hell, just if that makes me met u again."

We wont give up, dont matter what people says, not matter if our parents/friends dont want us together, dont care about distance, age, sin colour, culture, accent, countries or our past, we just wanna be together. Personally, i just wanna look him at his eyes and thank him for making me so happy for so long, i don't care if we broke up today, tomorrow or after 2 years, because having this time together is the best thing that could happen to my life.





Im realistic..
Is actually so so hard.. trying to save and get all the money and papers to traver alone =/

And now i wonder..
Who are you?
Who are you to tell me this is impossible, that we're both crazy and is a waste of time?

U're a kiddo of around 10-17 years old (or worse maybe u're older) that never had a girlfriend/boyfriend yet(If u're 10-15 its ok lol), that don't know what is waking up and seeing the face of the only person u really love in the world (and is not ur mum). Or maybe worse, u're just a loner.

But if u're in the same place as me, if something similar is happening to you, then, just please, DON'T GIVE UP! Please lets show the world everything is possible if you REALLY want it, with ur whole heart.


I will end this post, hoping that this story will never end, and if it does, i'll be happy coz at least i'll be able to say "I tried."



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